17 August 1945

Hello all back again ,
with me shasya only in shasyadiary.

At this day i would like to tell you about my daily at this 17 august.

One day in 16 august 2008, i would like to go tirakatan with my friends, because tomorow is the day of the freedom of nationality of indonesia.

I and with my others friends went to tirakaran. In the tirakatan ceremony, They gave me a cake and a box of fried chicken for dinner time. I follow the tirakatan ceremony until at 23 o ' clock, than i went to selokan mataram with my friend to have some picture.We walk until OB shop and than walking in the night until at 2 o ' clock. my plan is want to go to GC but all my friends don't want it. yupzz just follow my friends.

huh~ tired.
my leg is broken , hohohoho ;o only a joke.

after that , i went to my house cos i'm so tired but all my friend is still walk to internet cafe.
In the front of my house , sudennly the door is locked. huh~ my parent's forgot of me. hahaa. than i go t my house like a thief. hohohoho.

In 17 august, i woke up at 9 o'clock. hohohoho, than i have a breakfast, go to bathroom to take a shower, wathcing tv until 12 o'clock than pray dhuhur.

after that, i go to GC until 6 o'clock. than pray maghrib in mosque. after that i watch The legend of aang. waw aang older than ussualy.

To be continue . . . . Freedom

New Topic.

I send my gf a letter. i very confused . she still love me or not. huh~

This is my Letter that i send to god.

Dear god,

Is Chanhee angry again? Why? Because me. I know, i so annoying. or are chanhee is busy? missing you again oh no. once again. (Y,Y) or are you try to forget me. hm... i don't know what does chanhee think about. huh! i so stupid. >.< Is my letter was posted?? huh~ Now i always study,study , and study. huh~ bad mood. xP

*~When is Chanhee Birthday God? ~*

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again
Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade... A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need the person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again *God, i wish i can always Love chanhee anywhere and anytime.* and i wish chanhee is still Love me,like what my heart say, I always love chanhee. I want hold your hand I want hug you I want walk around with you. again~ T.T Fazzaxxx Miss Chanhee Again~ Are you miss me too ??? -,-"

SaD


I waiting all day for the reply until i confused.

yesterday, she reply my letter. yey~

This is her letter and i very happy to hear that.

Dear. faza hi~ faza umm... Don’t get me wrong please. I never have angry to you. I couldn't send letter reason why first, i was so busy because of my study... second, Lately, i'm very very tired. i believe that you can understand me. also, i love you too♡ Always, i think you everywhere. ok? you aren't stupid! you are very handsome and kind boy☆☆ i hope that you always happy and study hard.. so you should a respectable person..ok? i wish i can always love faza anywhere and anytime we can do it!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH^_^ see you~ Yahoo! Toolbar kini dilengkapi dengan Search Assist. Download sekarang juga.

^.^

I'm very happy.

I know she still love me.

o0o ya. Hasan GF(thata) is say i'm sweety and my face is like thata president osis . wow. i like a sugar. hohohoho.

Chan say you are very handsome and kind boy☆☆

hohoho.

happy so happy at this day. at 17 august.

To somebody: Y.Y

But I still have a problem. I make a mistake. I was wrong. I must to apologize.
Sry , i don't want to make you sad.i know i was wrong. i want to say sorry to you but i can't.

Huh~

yupz. Sorry. only that word that i want say to you. Huh~


FREEDOM

Poem " To My Groen-Up Son

To My Grown-Up Son

My Hands were busy through the day;

I didn’t have much time to play

The little games you asked me to.

I didn’t have much time for you.

I’d Wash your clothes, I’d sew and cook,

But when you’d bring your picture book

And ask me please to share your fun

I’d say: "A little later, son."

I’d tuck you in all safe at night

and hear your prayers, turn out the lights,

Then tip toe softly to the door...

I wish I’d stayed a minute more.

For life is short, the years rush past...

A little boy grows up so fast.

No longer is he at your side

His precious secrets to confide.

The picture books are put away,

There are no longer games to play,

No good-night kiss,

No prayers to hear...

That all belongs to yesteryear

My hands, once busy, now are still,

The days are long and hard to fill,

I wish I could go back and do

The little things you asked me to.

Alice E. Chase - 1975

Do You Know what that Poem means?

Get's the lesson from that poem.

Y.Y ( Sadness Story)

Back To School again.

Today, I was back to school again. Huh~ Lazy~ I want to play~ and at this day is Niken Lesson. huh~ wiw.
I like a lazyperson, who didn't want to seriously go to school.

I like lazyperson, who lazy to write this blog until 2 week.

See my diary again at 2 week again. hahaha ;D

lalala~ singing Together.~

Let's listen to the music.

Without music, The world isn't colourfull.Right?

See you soon, only in shasya fm.
Radio Cutena Jogja~.

Bye~


~Bad face~

Holiday in Wednesday~

Dear god,

I Play 24 HOurs in the Game Centre at this day.

So tired~

Huh~

What about you?

do you want to holiday?

Holiday~~ yey~

In the Night before Holiday

Dear god,

I Play Seal Online in Ahsin House at this Night.
Bad mood again.

huh~